Bahiya, this is how you should train yourself: Whenever you see a form, simply see; whenever you hear a sound, simply hear; whenever you taste a flavor, simply taste; whenever you feel a sensation, simply feel; whenever a thought arises, let it be simply a thought. Then “you” will not exist; whenever “you” do not exist, you will not be found in this world, another world or in between. That is the end of suffering.
As a practice for this week, we were looking at how we elaborate every seeing, hearing, tasting, sensing, or cognition to build a story and how that creates the sense of a “self,” an “I”.
As I listened to Rodney Smith’s talk on the sutta, I saw that thoughts kept arising. Each thought would result in a host of new thoughts and I’d be carried away with thinking about things “I” was doing. When I returned to listening, an unknown period of time had passed. I don’t know how much of the talk I actually heard—a third, a quarter, less? I’ve always had problems with lectures and recorded talks and this experience has helped me understand better what is happening. Mindful listening is something I must pay more careful attention to.